18.0601-0900.px  It has been 18 months since my Coming Out

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@25.0912-0824.07 by Atx

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　　Dear Marla,

　　It has been 18 months since my Coming Out to J&L.   As you might imagine, I was pretty high on that at first.  I was "stoked". 

In a nutshell, I think I have burned out on the raw hedonism of rubber. 

The reactions of my partners as well as society in general have made me see myself as  sick or 'perverted'  most of my life.

But then, suddenly, I'm not.

The last year and a half has been a time of 　　

This sensual intensity of this time might suggest a coiled-spring reaction to so many, many years of either repressing my fetish and feeling guilty about it.